Such wonderful blessings.

As I find myself sitting here and waiting (again) this month to find out if we are or aren't.  I can't help but feel differently.  This month I am not nervous or full of anticipation.  I have finally realized that it is what it is and there is nothing I can do about it.  This morning as I watched my amazing husband taking care of our rabbit as our sweet boys ran around, I was completely overwhelmed with all of the blessings that I DO have in my life.  I think that on this infertility journey I have become too caught up in the what I do NOT have and lose sight of what is wonderful in my life. 

We have a beautiful new (to us) home,


a fabulous new (to us) car,
 
two amazing dogs,
 

and a marriage that has its ups and downs but we are always holding hands throughout the roller coaster.
 
 

I am so thankful that we are at a place where we can help out people financially and are not counting pennies at the end of the month.  We also have an amazing set of friends and family.  Of course, we feel at times as if they fall short on us but at the end of the day I know that they are there for us no matter what.  I remind myself that at times, people do not know what to say or how to act around us.  It is a very hard situation and for those that have never been through it, they do not know the words to use and we can do nothing but be understanding about it. 

We definitely have it so good and I cannot glorify and thank God enough for that!