This is what I keep telling myself. Even when I think that I am okay, I find out that another person close to me is pregnant, and I can't help but feel jealous. I am truly happy for them but there is still that annoying stab of jealousy that creeps its way up my spine. And then I get to feeling sorry for myself.
This happened today. About an hour ago in fact, while I was at work, which is never fun. I know she has struggled as long as I did and I am so happy that she is finally out of this emotional roller coaster (and onto another one). I just can't help but feel like its my turn too! I know that it isn't though. So for know I will keep breathing. and chanting the verse that is getting me through this:
"For I know the plans I have for you says the Lord. Plans to prosper you and not to harm you. Plans to give you a hope and a future." -Jeremiah 29:11
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